31 May, 2008
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gahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh.ok...ahhahhas
dat is how bored i m.feel super cheena after writing dat....but bored mar..so do some reflectino.hahahas.its nt emo ok......just reflection......so meaningful rite?xp.jkjk.
3:11 PM
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gahh.kk.i m feeling super stressed up....
and GUILTY......sighs.nvm.actually can anyone read what is written in the previous post?hahhas.cse i cant.xp.its meant not to let anyone read.hahahhas.anyways.
super bored now...gahhhhhhh.
i shld have gone k shldnt i?><
but if i go.tabby cnt go.dan...
ARHHHHHH..........nvm.gg out in an hours time...
hopefully tonite will have fun....hopefully their performance would be good..
孤单很不好受。孤单很苦。但人总要克服它，勇敢坚强地走下去。。。不是吗？
每个人都会尝试孤单的滋味。有些人很快地就适应，有些人却怎样也不能接受孤单。
有些人怕它。也许我是那种人。。。怕孤单的人。。。不像一个人的人。。。
快乐是永恒的吗？不是
为什么有些人能那么看得开，有些人却一味执著着一个问题呢？
为什么有些人外表那么开朗，内心却那么孤单呢？
在茫茫人海中，有几个人一点也不孤单呢？
又有几个人的人生中充满了孤寂和悲哀。
有些人，心尽管受尽折磨，都能面带笑容继续走下去，
但留下的只是伤痕累累，满心疤痕的一颗心。
它累了，但还得面对一天有一天的考验，的波折。
结果伤疤越来越多。
这些人不觉得累，不觉得想放弃吗？
2:45 PM
28 May, 2008
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jiayi...why are u being soo stupid...garrrr......stop it.you will never get it.higher the hope.the more disappointment you will get...so don't...its enuf.
but why must he give me hope again and again when i try so hard to give up totally.why....either he tell me in the face directly..but why does he kp dragging...why...why...
i m scared.very scared.you use to be there for me.all the time.anything unhappy or sad.i can tell you.but now...i guess u got tired.hahahas.i can be a nuiscance some times rite..hahahs.does wad u always write in ur pm refer to me??i guess i m thinking too much hahhas.so impossible rite...yeah.so impossible.hahahs.jiayi.buck up.i guess after a few more weeks.everything will go...
i guess.now its just because its holidays.u have nothing to do.so u kp thinking of it.it will go.it will.......
9:39 PM
27 May, 2008
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yay!i went to expo foodfair today!!!WAHAHAH!
ok...finefine.i admit i m really very very pig.xp.all i like to do is to eat eat eat and SLP!hahahs.
but...dats wwad ppl do to relax themselves wad.hahahas.rite??
ok.and i realised something today....my mom whom i used to think rly wants to be hip hop.like a young mother.can actually be SO aunty!!ahahahs
LAUGHED LIKE CRAZY!ahahahas.went she see alot of ppl there.crowding around.dan she just pull my hand and say..."heyhey!!i hear something very cheap.gogogogo see!"in the kind of excited tone.ahahhas.funny funny.xp
and today i had my first choir prac after exams,hmmms.i guess it was ok...quite enjoying as usual.singing and enjoying the music.hahahs.
i really really wana go sing k!!!!><.anyone like free to gooo??hahahs.
although today super enriching...but as usual.alot alot of things went through my mind.over and over again..
i guess.jiayi just dont give up so easily rite?unless u get hurt sooo badly once.dan u will let go.rite?even though u are unsure of wads happening.you will kp thinking it has something to do with you.but the truth.is.most prob nt.sighs.i guesss jiayi is still waiting for those hurtful words to come again or something.stuppid girl.isn't she?hhahahs.like a cockroach.xp.nvr that easily killed.
okkkk.dat is a gross analogy!hahahahs.okok.anyways.tmr got choir again!!!LOOKING FORWARD~hahahs.
I LOVE EVERYONE OUT THERE!!!!(:
11:09 PM
26 May, 2008
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REPLIES!
SUBHA!(:
nahh.its alright(:dun need to thank me so many times(:all i did was help a little.hahahas.i shld thk u for not thinking i was extrra.ahhahas.i had to return sean the favour anyways(: and the pictures.i decided it was mean.hahahas..and most importantly...TOO LAZY!xp. i love you!
TABBY!(:
yo tabbY!enjoy ur hols too!hahahas.but sadly.i cnt go for choir bbq:(i got SN concert(:which i would rather go.xp
GRACEY!!!!(:
grace.i love you too!!!so i dun really need the word more.xp.just jk!hahahas.u noe.somethings.cannot be undone!hahahahs.just like the picture!!!xP
JOANNE!(:
tagged(:
CHRISTINA!(:
HELLOOO!!
HAZEL!!!(:
awww.dat nite was awesome man!!ahhahas.thks to you.i could forget all my troubles.my sadness.my everything!!!!jsut with one movie!and a drink(: thks man!i love you sooo much!!!MAY EVERYTHING GO ON WELL FOR YOU!will pray for you(:
JUNHAN!(:
ok.although i m still angry. but...i guess there was a reason.(:but dun ever hate love.cse love is powerful!I LOVE YOU!(:
11:15 PM
25 May, 2008
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ahhhh..
isn't love a very amazing thing??its so subtle.just represented by just a few simple words.
but yet, its a pwerful thing.
but yet, its a pwerful thing.
it gives ppl courage.
it gives ppl strength.
it gives ppl warmth.
it gives ppl hope.
it gives anything and everything.wonderful to the loved one.
imagine.just a simple love that the dog has for its owner. no matter what the owner does to it.it follows the owner faithfully.
imagine.just a simple lvoe by a friend. this lovee brings forth encouragement. words of happiness.words of sadness.
love is so amazing.for tonite.i feel overwhelmed. by how much love can do. how much love can say.
everyone is loved.by different ppl. at different times. treasure it as it is the only word....only thing...in this world dat everyone needs.everyone yearns for.
everyone is loved.by different ppl. at different times. treasure it as it is the only word....only thing...in this world dat everyone needs.everyone yearns for.
ask yourself.have you shown love to the people you loved?no matter who it is.your friends.your family, or even your pet!show them.before its too late.at least.tell them.
"i love you"(:
to all my friends out there!reading this.not reading this.feeling down.feeling as if no one's there to lvoe and help youo.r even feeling super happy!this is my three precious words to you! i love you!(:
i will always be there when you need me.no matter what you have done to me. hurt me.said bad things.wadeva.its all over. no grudges!need help. i will be there.rmb. everyone has help when they need.at least.to my friends.u have me!!!(:
7:53 PM
23 May, 2008
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i dno if i shld make u stay...i dno wad i shld do..i dun even noe wads gg on in my brain...
is it another lie?or is this the truth.
y did u lie the last time?i am nt sad or anything.hahahas.nt emo.just confused.just full of...hmmms.I DUNNOS?><.what should i do????....i seriously dnooooo.gahhhhh
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7:49 PM
22 May, 2008
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okk...exams finally.like FINALLY ended..although the way it ended was very very very bad:(
marcus is SO gonna kill me.xP.but he act cool lor..LOL.
i think both papers today i would probably fail...my first papers i fail in my study life..:(super depressed.but due to my funny and interesting classmates.LOL.i became suepr crazy!hahahahs.evidences of my crziness.xpTAKING PICS!!!
aditi doing funny face.xp.grace look super cute(:
funny funny!xD
marcus is SO gonna kill me.xP.but he act cool lor..LOL.
grace tried to block!but i had fast hands...WAHAHHA!
chester...watcha doing??LOL.
AH DEE DEE!DONT HIDE!hhahahas.okk.i look retarded here..lol
this is a MUST post picture man!dun ahdeedee look funny?!WAHAHHAHA
more pictures!but better nt post EVERYTHING...if nt tmr i will...DIE!!!hahahas.
i m still affected by it.kenneth(if u see this)WHY U SAY I LOOK LIKE MY MOM:(
i gt so old meh????*sobs..*
hahahs.jkjk lar...anyways.08IP06!rmb 10 june is class outing!HAHAS.please come ppl!
if nt everytime class outings is like 5566.only 5-6 ppl gg.-.-
hahahahs.holidays coming!anyone wants to go outtt!!!YAY!!!
6:56 PM
21 May, 2008
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streesss stresss stresss!!!!><
arrhhh.wan to die liao larhhh.over stress..stupid.where got ppl put 3 iportant subjects tgt in one day exam de lor....unfair lorr...how can like dat de lor....ARHHHH!!!!!!
dun understand physics at ALL!!!!!!HELP!!!!!!GAHHHHH!!!!
7:59 PM
20 May, 2008
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ok!4 down!7 more to go(:hahahas.
sooo seriously looking forward to holidays...dan can go out everyday lar!!hahahas
but now no plans yet..all full of camps and stuffs :/
anyways.todays paper was....ok...nt say super hard..but nt say easy...
for those who tot it was easy!gd for you(:
those who din finish the paper...its ok(:u still have emath to pull you up!work harder for it(:hahahs
ok...i just realise how simple and peaceful music can make people feel so happy and blissful...hahahs.sometimes its just thee simplest things that satisfies all our needs.
this story touched me..read it!i ever posted it on my last blogs..ahahhas.
Like any good mother, when Karen found out that another baby was on the way, she did what she could to help her 3-year-old son, Michael, prepare for a new sibling. They find out that the new baby is going to be a girl, and day after day, night after night, Michael sings to his sister in Mommy's tummy.
The pregnancy progresses normally for Karen, an active member of the Panther Creek United Methodist Church in Morristown, Tennessee. Then the labor pains come. Every five minutes, every minute. But complications arise during delivery. Hours of labor. Would a C-section be required?
Finally, Michael's little sister is born. But she is in serious condition. With siren howling in the night, the ambulance rushes the infant to the neonatal intensive care unit at St. Mary's Hospital, Knoxville, Tennessee. The days inch by. The little girl gets worse. The pediatric specialist tells the parents, "There is very little hope. Be prepared for the worst."
Karen and her husband contact a local cemetery about a burial plot. They have fixed up a special room in their home for the new baby now they plan a funeral. Michael, keeps begging his parents to let him see his sister, "I want to sing to her," he says.
Week two in intensive care. It looks as if a funeral will come before the week is over. Michael keeps nagging about singing to his sister, but kids are never allowed in Intensive Care. But Karen makes up her mind. She will take Michael whether they like it or not. If he doesn't see his sister now, he may never see her alive.
She dresses him in an oversized scrub suit and marches him into ICU. He looks like a walking laundry basket, but the head nurse recognizes him as a child and bellows, "Get that kid out of here now! No children are allowed. The mother rises up strong in Karen, and the usually mild-mannered lady glares steel-eyed into the head nurse's face, her lips a firm line.
"He is not leaving until he sings to his sister!"
Karen tows Michael to his sister's bedside. He gazes at the tiny infant losing the battle to live. And he begins to sing. In the pure hearted voice of a 3-year-old, Michael sings:
"You are my sunshine, my only sunshine, you make me happy when skies are gray..."
Instantly the baby girl responds. The pulse rate becomes calm and steady.
Keep on singing, Michael.
"You never know, dear, how much I love you, Please don't take my sunshine away..."
The ragged, strained breathing becomes as smooth as a kitten's purr.
Keep on singing, Michael.
"The other night, dear, as I lay sleeping, I dreamed I held you in my arms..."
Michael's little sister relaxes as rest, healing rest, seems to sweep over her.
Keep on singing, Michael.
Tears conquer the face of the bossy head nurse. Karen glows.
"You are my sunshine, my only sunshine. Please don't, take my sunshine away."
moral: never give up on the people you love(:
2:42 PM
19 May, 2008
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according to lukee!(:replies here(:
tabby: yay!dun u feel honoured??xD
shinny!: yeah...i miss u ALOT....><
Van: yeahh.i super lazy..lazy pig.hahhas.i like this song alot!!!very nice(:simple sweet and touching!(:
LUKE: yeah lar.yeah....so lor sor..like auntie!Xp
hazel: i miss you!!and the prawns u use to peeel for us!!hols must must must go out k??LOVES!(:
4:33 PM
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ok.this is gonna be an emo post..
mayb.its just a kind of relief for her.when she leaves us.
mayb.its the start of another tiringg and quarrel'ful part of life.
mayb.we have to think where the problem lies.
mayb.we have to ask for God's opinion.
mayb.we just have to pray.
life is full of ups and downs.ppl with different minds come tgt.
how can u still be so magnanimous when she treated you like a piece of rubbish?
how can u still say" she treated me like her daughter"
and yet, on the other hand, she keeps saying how bad you are.how disrespectful?
she is older, shld be more magnanimous.shld be able to see things in a different point of view.but why.she cant.she is more childish dan i think she is.why.
i really hope you will be able to live a better life somewhere.just mayb.leaving is the best choice for youu.i will miss you..
just hope everything will go soon...i cannot stand the mental torture at such a time when i m having exams.
all i want to do now....is pray.
i m very scared.what should i do...is there anyone there.help...i m drowning.
i m afraid i cnt take it anymore......too much for me...too much..
9:19 AM
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ADAPT ADAPT!!!(:
NJC picture(:
12:21 AM
18 May, 2008
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hahhas.okk.i have to say first..cse i m a superb lazy person...so...i din put the links part...cse i will be super lazy to link you guys..xp
ahahhas.this was a shirt drawn by hazel!!!i still have it...
SN's love
SN's warth
SN's family
SN's classroom
SN's track
SN's choir
SN's friends
all of these will make the best memories of my life(:
nj....just have to adapt(:i guess.
anyway...now mugging.so boring!!!:(ahahhahs
here's a picture of SN TRACK!
*where we ran!we laughed!we sweat!we cried!we sang!we are loved!we dance!*
9:38 PM