nothing waits for you....

2008-10-19T21:31:00.002+08:00

this is rly rly rly a v.weird post...sort of forced to take it....but nvm.shall just ans questions dat all require 3 ans...thks to uncle...

THREE NAMES YOU GO BY
1. deedee
2.jiajia
3.jiayi

THREE SCREEN NAMES YOU HAVE HAD
1.jiayi?
i dno....wad does screen names matter??

THREE PHYSICAL THINGS YOU LIKE ABOUT YOURSELF
1.height
2.legs
3.hair?

THREE PHYSICAL THINGS YOU DON’T LIKE ABOUT YOURSELF
1.face
2.arms
3.body??

THREE PARTS OF YOUR HERITAGE
1.singapore
2.china
3.paya lebar??

THREE THINGS THAT SCARE YOU
1.the dark
2.sudden surprises (no matter gd or bad?)
3.creepy crawlies..

THREE OF YOUR EVERYDAY ESSENTIALS
1. bath
2.eat!!
3.sleep

THREE THINGS YOU ARE WEARING NOW
1.shirt
2.shorts
3.specs?

THREE OF YOUR FAVORITE SONGS (RIGHT NOW)
1. wei ni xie shi.
2. cai hong
3. you are my sunshine
mostly chinese songs.cse i dun rly prefer english songs....

THREE THINGS YOU WANT IN A RELATIONSHIP
1. person truly cares abt you...
2. isit possible if he nvr makes you feel sad??humorous?
3. concern....

TWO TRUTHS AND A LIE, IN NO PARTICULAR ORDER
1.i am feeling sad now
2.i feel lost
3.i enjoyed my day today

THREE PHYSICAL THINGS ABOUT THE PREFERRED SEX THAT APPEAL TO YOU
1.hand?
2.face?
3.i dno

physical properties are not rly important to me...

THREE OF YOUR FAVORITE HOBBIES
1.sing!
2.eat!
3.sleep!

THREE THINGS YOU WANT TO DO REALLY BADLY RIGHT NOW
1.cry
2.scream
3.get back to my normal self

THREE CAREERS YOU’RE CONSIDERING/YOU’VE CONSIDERED
1.doctor
2.accountant
3.pilot

THREE PLACES YOU WANT TO GO ON VACATION
1.bintan (i want to see a clear sea...)
2.bangkok (shopping)
3.iceland...( go e ice palace/ice hotel)

THREE NAMES YOU LIKE
1.deedee
2.jiajia
3.jiayi?

THREE THINGS YOU WANT TO DO BEFORE YOU DIE
1.do voluntary work in other countries.go on mission trips.
2.bring one person into Jesus's family
3.spent precious time with loved ones.

THREE WAYS THAT YOU ARE STEREOTYPICALLY A GIRL
1.i wear skirt?
2.i have long hair?
3.i m scared of creepy crawlies n dark....

THREE WAYS THAT YOU ARE STEREOTYPICALLY A BOY
1.i love watching football matches
2.i very chorlor....if you understand..like...v.rough.e way i sit...
3.i wear pants?

THREE PEOPLE THAT YOU WOULD LIKE TO SEE TAKE THIS QUIZ NOW
anyone....

2008-06-28T18:29:00.002+08:00

SONG NUMBER 1.(dat i missed....very long vnr sing lerhhh)

this is where we find love and warmth,
all our cherished memories belong.
a place.that is wonderful.to call our own.together we must strive the best.
..............
soaring high above.
when we, go trough times of troubles.
we feel lost and so confused.
there will always be our dear gd friends.
to strive and pull us through.

SONG NUMBER 2. (dat i missed....very long nvr sing lerhhh)

broken hearts.crying eyes.
wait alone.in the dark of the night.
its time we went beyond the walls of our lives.
its time we bridged the distance.its time we heard the cry.

one by one( one by one)
hand in hand (hand in hand)
hearts to hearts.
oh we've got to understand.
there is so much more to life than living day to day.
we got to make a difference.we've got to make a way.

CHORUS!
lets be the hands, that comfort every cold and lonely man.
lets be the feet, for those who do not have the strength to stand.
lets be the love, that reaches out to every boy and girl.
lets be the arms, that reach around the world.

we can learn to help our brothers.there is nothing we can't do...

songs really speak people mind don't they??hahahhas.
i love singing!!!!!!!!GAH!!

2008-06-25T19:06:00.002+08:00

ahahhas.okok(:today was a GREAT day...xp.

partly was cse it started off good!(:ahahahas.had breakfast at KAP with sean(:although i din eat much.hahahas.but it was fun(:ahahahahs.esp sean forgot to bring his pants...super funny.XD

and dan we went to sku tru side gate...and we had to fill in this late comers booklet...like i m not even late:(hahahahs.but nvm!dan we went to this sexuality workshop.which at first was gross cse of the pictures.but after dat...it was lame.hahahas.

we had this game called wildfire..and we were supposed to take cups and exchange water..and see who is the one HIV positive....lol.in the end.everyone's cup is tested positive...and the starter was chester..xp.but actually i think it was mine.but nvm!XP

dan we had a workshop abt recording singing.and making music from computers and composing!hahahas.overall it was quite fun..hahahas.and at the recording part..goodness!i din noe luke can sing SO well.hahahas.nt being sarcastic...but rly!!!hahahas.shocked.and at last we recorded national dreams tgt.ahhahas.although it wasn't in tune totally...xp.mayb partly my fault.hahahas.but it was so cool.the whole class sang it tgt!hahahhas.

anyways..tonite gonna watch match!!!germany and brazil...hmmms.i guess germany will win i guess.hahahahas.yay!!!!and i haven finish my math hw...:(

nvmnvm!later shall drink mushroom soup and watch it!yayyes!!hahahahs.

i m like dno why...so high now..which was quite seldom..anyways.hahhas.gtg pom pom(bath).XD

BYE PEOPLE!(:

2008-06-21T22:52:00.002+08:00

firstly i must say..this quiz is someone ask me do wan...yeahh.anyways i have nothing to blogg abt.XD

#1: If your lover betrayed you, what will your reaction be?
sad.dan cry.dan.forget abt it.wish that person all the best.still friends(:

#2: what kind of people you dislike?
erms.people who wrong others..and people who do wrong things but kp saying they didn't.liars.....

#3: What will your dream wedding be like?
erms.a cute one!(:i guess?hahahas.too early to think abt this larr.xp

#4: Are you hungry?
yes!!!i m always hungry!!!HAAHAHS.PIG.XD

#5: What's your ideal lover like?
ehhhh.i dno.its just the feeling i guess.like he cares for me.always there.....neeed not be rich.need not be super handsome.but...i dno.ohhh.sweet!must be caring.and sensitive!(:

#6: Which is more blessed, loving someone or being loved by someone?
hahahas.i guess being loved by someone(:

#7: How long do you intend to wait for someone you really love?
ass long ass my faith puts me through.

#8: If the person you secretly like (if there isn't one, just imagine) is already attached, what would you do?
hahahhas.wish them all the best.still care for him.but nvr NVR break them up(:hahahas.

#9: Is there anything that has made you unhappy these days?
yeahhhh.really troubling..but have been trying to cope...

#10: Is there anything that has made you happy these days?
yapp!!!alot!ahahahas.Thk God for all those happy things(:

#11: How do you see yourself in ten years time?
a little girl still studying???nono...finsih studies already....i noe!living in a big big house with my mom(:

#12: Who are currently the most important people to you?
family, friends, God

#13: What kind of person do you think the person who tagged you is?
crazy person who writes essay abt life......LOL

#14: Would you rather be single and rich, or married but poor?
married but poor(:

#15: What's the first thing you do every morning?
brush teeth??

#16: Would you give it all in a relationship?
YAPP!(:actually tooo early to say isn't it?

#17: If you fall in love with two people simultaneously, who would you pick?
depends.but i probably wont.cse i m not those kinda ppl!(:

#18: Would you rather be friends with a geek who is a really nice guy or a super hot guy whos not nice?
geek ofcourse!hahahahs.nice guys are shuai in their own ways(:

#19: What are your friends usually like?
funny and easy going!(:JUST AWESOME AND GREAT!!!

#20: What would you do if you had one day left in the world?
i would tell everyone around me that i love them.and tell them not to be sad.over the lost of me.cse i will always be in their hearts!!!(:awww.so sweet rite???XD

kk.done with the quiz..goshh...so weird questions...xp

2008-06-16T22:23:00.002+08:00

father, please bless my friends, my family and my loved ones.....

gahhh.ok.hahahahs.i feel super religious now after i have gone for day church camps.hahahahas.

let me share with u guys a verse/ scripture from the holy bible(:

Love and faithfulness meet together
righteousness and peace kiss each other
faithfulness springs forth from the earth
and righteousness looks down from heaven.

Psalm 85:10

i totally agree with what this verse says.
i mean we shld rly live with the four main words of life.
love, faithfulness, peace and righteousness.

not only we shld show all these to Father our Lord,
we shld also extend all these qualities to the people all around you....
dat makes u a person that our Father desires(:

hahahahhas.okok.cse i feel guilty nt posting for SOOO long.xp.here it is!(:

REPLIES!

XIAO ZHU!!!!!
hahahhas.yeahh.it was quite paiseh.but i very proud of it lehhh.ahahhahs.my mom and the girls all see lerh all say they oso want.hahahas.i have they dun have.XD.feel so happy.ahahhahas.

AH DEE DEE!!
hahahs.HELLO!!!

SHINNY!!
hi shinny!congrats!(:

GRACE!!
hahahas.funny you.mayb u shld try to interpret it.so u can improve ur chinese!!!and marcus wont laugh at u anymore.hahahahs.

WENJIE!
heyyyy.i tell u i nvr emo lerhhh.xp.is u think i emo wan wad.hahahahs.u oso cnt emo lor..lol.lets nt emo at alll!!!(:

2008-06-06T19:04:00.000+08:00

LAST DAY!

wah..this day was quite sad...cse have to go home lerhhh....:(no more fun with friends.ahahahhas.but in the morning.i slept at like 1.and woke up at 4.dan run for like dno how many km lar.esp when i skipped so many meals last nite...i was super weak and strengthless.until near the end.i gave up.i couldnt continue anymore....i felt damn bad.cse mijie audrey and nithya were all pulled back bcse of me.and everytime i tot we were heading backkk.i realise we are gg away from our campsite..i tried super hard.at least i tried....i tried my best.(:
we had water bomb war!!!super fun!hahahhas.and i realise some ppl damn pro.LIKE KAI!hahahs.dan YAKIN WON!!!!CHAMPIONS!!!WOOOHOOO!ahahahas.ok.i was damn happy dat we won.

dan meanie lenon and aunty ivan!go make me wet!GRRRRRRR..dan want to wet them back..but nt enuf strength to squash the plastic bag....lol.nvm.i shall be nice.xp.forgive!xD
ohohoh!!and campfire the presentations was super nice lar.the teachers.the everything.xp.and the towel was damn sweet.ahahhas.likie soooooooo cool.xp.i like it alot(:thks to those who made it...(:

in general.yes i went tru alot of hardships in this camp...touching a spider with bare handS!!!bathing with flies and insects...slping in flooded tents.and alot alot more.i felt very gd.after everything.at least.i noe i learnt how encouragement and determination can make things work so well and makes ppl feel gd after the hardwork they put in.i guess the encouragement frm friends and teammates are the best thing that can drive someone to its extreme which i experienced in this camp.i rly want to thks YAKIN ppl.for everything dat u have tot me......hahahas.(polluting my mind too!!!)xp.

okok.i damn tired.this post is super long lar.lol.kk.i go slp(: byeee.

2008-06-06T18:57:00.000+08:00

SECOND LAST DAY!
awwww.this day is super damn sweet!!!hahahas.we climbed the GUNUNG LAMBAK MOUNTAIN and i reached the top!super acclomplished lar.hahhas.cnt stop smiling to myself for the achievement.hahahhas.like the first part was super tough for me lehhh.i dno why.but i gpot difficulty breathing...dan kp panting.dan no energy at all...but yakin ppl kp cheering me on esp NITHYA!!!she is damn nice lar...kp pulling me and encouraging me.dan i kp praying...for strength and determination.ahhahahahas.

i learned alot.afterall its my first time hiking.i became friends with the trees.cse damn slippery when coming down/ahahhas.so i kp hugging trees and rocks.hahahahs.like they my friend like dat.hahahhas.

dan at last.we won!!!!we did it!!!hahahhas.ohhh!!!and during the hiking.hahhas.our clan chief was holding plastic bags and another red bag...dan climb...super like aunty coming back from a great sale.hahahahs.damn funny..named: aunty ivan.LOL.xD

before this was a city traill....and i must seriously repeat this!I M NOT XIAO MEI MEI!!!just two years younger only lorrr>
dno say how many times.u ppl just dont usu see the mature side of me...hahahas.i experience damn alot lor..in my 14.(yet to 15) years of life.hahahhas.alot.definitely more dan some of u guys..hahahahs.and girls mature earlier ehhhhhh.xp

and i got a damn sweet and nice pressie from powerpuff girls AKA san zhi xiao zhu AKA S.H.E!include SIHUI!(buttercups/xiaozhu/ella) and HUISHAN!(blossom/dazhu/hebe) and MEEE!(bubbles/minizhu/selina)hahahhas.they are damn nice and funny lar...i will nvr forget u BRAvo. ppl all noe lar.LOL.the guys damn shy when they noe it.xp.alan and luther.aahahahs.today the three of us wore it!!!and it was like our PE shirt is translucent...so can see the patterns..xp.and its quite bimbo.hahahas.but super nice and sweet larrr!!!xp.thks..rly appreciate it...thks(:

dinner and supper for me was damn bad.i wasn't feeling well.so i din eat..gahhhh.dan my stomach kp churning...wah.super uncomfortable:(dan we played some game before dinner.which was super funny.hahahhas.afterall being with ppl older seems quite fun and nice...(:

CAMPFIRE!!!hhahahas.its oso very funny.sry..i kp saying funny.hahahhas.i was laughing everyday..xp.it was super fun oso.we made cheers.dan the best wan is the BGcheer.xp.must watch live dan can sense the funny-ness.lol.type out the cheer no effect wan..ahhahas.

2008-06-06T18:02:00.002+08:00

GAHHH!!!PPL!PPL!!I M BACK!!!MISS ME??HAHAHHAS.

ok lar...actually this camp is rly super duper tough.but i learned alot and made alot of new friends in the camp.hahahhas.it changed me....(:

kk.now my knee joints are like hurting from dno wad...and my muscles are achingg!!and i m damn tired....LOL

kk.shall tell u wad happened from my memory...xp

FIRST DAY!
ok.this day i was seriously scared....cse nurul was sick and she din go the camp!!!!she was the only one i knew other dan kiwi...-.-.ahahhaas.so i totally freaked out...but when we reached there.it was ok..cse i gradually noe more and more ppl.hahahas.i learnt to tie knots!!!the eight knot or wadeva.and the 16 knot.and alot alot more.ahhahahas.bowtie knot oso.lol.i dno the names...but nvm.xp

forgot which day..
our whole tent ppl were stuck in our tents!!!during a very heavy rain and thunderstorm.we couldn't get out in time lar...dan i was seriously scareddd...due to last time memories....i m rly scared of lightning and thunder...so when i see them..i rly dno wad to do...somemore we are stuck.ahhahas.

but it was rly nice and like...can sense the strong team spirit lar..hahahahas.everyone was singing all songs we noe to try to overcome the fear.hahhas.i was feeling so much better.xp.thks THE 8 MAN TENT ppl!!!!LOVES!!!!

third day!the most important event is.......hahahhas.nite trail!!!ok.here....i must seriously say sry to KIWI for nt partnering you... cse i m damn scared u will scare me..and..mayb u give me the "kiddish" feeling.i dun feel secured....sry....

but anyway..hahahhas.i partnered alan.which was poorly bruised by my grip.xp.jkjki nt dat strong...lucky him gt no blue black lor...ahahhha.tru out i just kp pinching and grabbing his jacket lar...xp.dan i kp forcing him to talk..cse he usu cool cool wan.nvr talk.....dan if he kp quiet.wah.i will just kp thinking wild.dan i will die in the nite walk.xp.but thks alan.ahhahhas.for coooling me down.xp.but after that the debrief.everyone laugh at me lor...>
oohooh!!!i oso learned to kayak!!damn fun.but damn tiring.hahahahs.and i STILL cant get sunburn although some days under hot sun i nvr put lotionn.....just get darker only...><

2008-05-31T15:11:00.000+08:00

gahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh.ok...ahhahhas

dat is how bored i m.feel super cheena after writing dat....but bored mar..so do some reflectino.hahahas.its nt emo ok......just reflection......so meaningful rite?xp.jkjk.

2008-05-31T14:45:00.002+08:00

gahh.kk.i m feeling super stressed up....

and GUILTY......sighs.nvm.actually can anyone read what is written in the previous post?hahhas.cse i cant.xp.its meant not to let anyone read.hahahhas.anyways.

super bored now...gahhhhhhh.

i shld have gone k shldnt i?><
but if i go.tabby cnt go.dan...
ARHHHHHH..........nvm.gg out in an hours time...
hopefully tonite will have fun....hopefully their performance would be good..

孤单很不好受。孤单很苦。但人总要克服它，勇敢坚强地走下去。。。不是吗？
每个人都会尝试孤单的滋味。有些人很快地就适应，有些人却怎样也不能接受孤单。
有些人怕它。也许我是那种人。。。怕孤单的人。。。不像一个人的人。。。

快乐是永恒的吗？不是
为什么有些人能那么看得开，有些人却一味执著着一个问题呢？
为什么有些人外表那么开朗，内心却那么孤单呢？
在茫茫人海中，有几个人一点也不孤单呢？
又有几个人的人生中充满了孤寂和悲哀。

有些人，心尽管受尽折磨，都能面带笑容继续走下去，
但留下的只是伤痕累累，满心疤痕的一颗心。
它累了，但还得面对一天有一天的考验，的波折。
结果伤疤越来越多。
这些人不觉得累，不觉得想放弃吗？

2008-05-28T21:39:00.008+08:00

jiayi...why are u being soo stupid...garrrr......stop it.you will never get it.higher the hope.the more disappointment you will get...so don't...its enuf.

but why must he give me hope again and again when i try so hard to give up totally.why....either he tell me in the face directly..but why does he kp dragging...why...why...

i m scared.very scared.you use to be there for me.all the time.anything unhappy or sad.i can tell you.but now...i guess u got tired.hahahas.i can be a nuiscance some times rite..hahahs.does wad u always write in ur pm refer to me??i guess i m thinking too much hahhas.so impossible rite...yeah.so impossible.hahahs.jiayi.buck up.i guess after a few more weeks.everything will go...
i guess.now its just because its holidays.u have nothing to do.so u kp thinking of it.it will go.it will.......

2008-05-27T23:09:00.002+08:00

yay!i went to expo foodfair today!!!WAHAHAH!

ok...finefine.i admit i m really very very pig.xp.all i like to do is to eat eat eat and SLP!hahahs.
but...dats wwad ppl do to relax themselves wad.hahahas.rite??

ok.and i realised something today....my mom whom i used to think rly wants to be hip hop.like a young mother.can actually be SO aunty!!ahahahs

LAUGHED LIKE CRAZY!ahahahas.went she see alot of ppl there.crowding around.dan she just pull my hand and say..."heyhey!!i hear something very cheap.gogogogo see!"in the kind of excited tone.ahahhas.funny funny.xp

and today i had my first choir prac after exams,hmmms.i guess it was ok...quite enjoying as usual.singing and enjoying the music.hahahs.

i really really wana go sing k!!!!><.anyone like free to gooo??hahahs.

although today super enriching...but as usual.alot alot of things went through my mind.over and over again..
i guess.jiayi just dont give up so easily rite?unless u get hurt sooo badly once.dan u will let go.rite?even though u are unsure of wads happening.you will kp thinking it has something to do with you.but the truth.is.most prob nt.sighs.i guesss jiayi is still waiting for those hurtful words to come again or something.stuppid girl.isn't she?hhahahs.like a cockroach.xp.nvr that easily killed.

okkkk.dat is a gross analogy!hahahahs.okok.anyways.tmr got choir again!!!LOOKING FORWARD~hahahs.

I LOVE EVERYONE OUT THERE!!!!(:

2008-05-26T23:15:00.001+08:00

REPLIES!

SUBHA!(:
nahh.its alright(:dun need to thank me so many times(:all i did was help a little.hahahas.i shld thk u for not thinking i was extrra.ahhahas.i had to return sean the favour anyways(: and the pictures.i decided it was mean.hahahas..and most importantly...TOO LAZY!xp. i love you!

TABBY!(:
yo tabbY!enjoy ur hols too!hahahas.but sadly.i cnt go for choir bbq:(i got SN concert(:which i would rather go.xp

GRACEY!!!!(:
grace.i love you too!!!so i dun really need the word more.xp.just jk!hahahas.u noe.somethings.cannot be undone!hahahahs.just like the picture!!!xP

JOANNE!(:
tagged(:

CHRISTINA!(:
HELLOOO!!

HAZEL!!!(:
awww.dat nite was awesome man!!ahhahas.thks to you.i could forget all my troubles.my sadness.my everything!!!!jsut with one movie!and a drink(: thks man!i love you sooo much!!!MAY EVERYTHING GO ON WELL FOR YOU!will pray for you(:

JUNHAN!(:
ok.although i m still angry. but...i guess there was a reason.(:but dun ever hate love.cse love is powerful!I LOVE YOU!(:

2008-05-25T19:53:00.003+08:00

ahhhh..

isn't love a very amazing thing??its so subtle.just represented by just a few simple words.
but yet, its a pwerful thing.

it gives ppl courage.

it gives ppl strength.

it gives ppl warmth.

it gives ppl hope.

it gives anything and everything.wonderful to the loved one.

imagine.just a simple love that the dog has for its owner. no matter what the owner does to it.it follows the owner faithfully.

imagine.just a simple lvoe by a friend. this lovee brings forth encouragement. words of happiness.words of sadness.

love is so amazing.for tonite.i feel overwhelmed. by how much love can do. how much love can say.
everyone is loved.by different ppl. at different times. treasure it as it is the only word....only thing...in this world dat everyone needs.everyone yearns for.

ask yourself.have you shown love to the people you loved?no matter who it is.your friends.your family, or even your pet!show them.before its too late.at least.tell them.

"i love you"(:

to all my friends out there!reading this.not reading this.feeling down.feeling as if no one's there to lvoe and help youo.r even feeling super happy!this is my three precious words to you! i love you!(:

i will always be there when you need me.no matter what you have done to me. hurt me.said bad things.wadeva.its all over. no grudges!need help. i will be there.rmb. everyone has help when they need.at least.to my friends.u have me!!!(:

2008-05-23T19:49:00.002+08:00

i dno if i shld make u stay...i dno wad i shld do..i dun even noe wads gg on in my brain...

is it another lie?or is this the truth.

y did u lie the last time?i am nt sad or anything.hahahas.nt emo.just confused.just full of...hmmms.I DUNNOS?><.what should i do????....i seriously dnooooo.gahhhhh

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2008-05-22T18:56:00.009+08:00

okk...exams finally.like FINALLY ended..although the way it ended was very very very bad:(

i think both papers today i would probably fail...my first papers i fail in my study life..:(super depressed.but due to my funny and interesting classmates.LOL.i became suepr crazy!hahahahs.evidences of my crziness.xpTAKING PICS!!!

aditi doing funny face.xp.grace look super cute(:funny funny!xD

marcus is SO gonna kill me.xP.but he act cool lor..LOL.

grace tried to block!but i had fast hands...WAHAHHA!
chester...watcha doing??LOL.

AH DEE DEE!DONT HIDE!hhahahas.okk.i look retarded here..lol

this is a MUST post picture man!dun ahdeedee look funny?!WAHAHHAHA

more pictures!but better nt post EVERYTHING...if nt tmr i will...DIE!!!hahahas.

i m still affected by it.kenneth(if u see this)WHY U SAY I LOOK LIKE MY MOM:(
i gt so old meh????*sobs..*
hahahs.jkjk lar...anyways.08IP06!rmb 10 june is class outing!HAHAS.please come ppl!

if nt everytime class outings is like 5566.only 5-6 ppl gg.-.-

hahahahs.holidays coming!anyone wants to go outtt!!!YAY!!!

2008-05-21T19:59:00.000+08:00

streesss stresss stresss!!!!><

arrhhh.wan to die liao larhhh.over stress..stupid.where got ppl put 3 iportant subjects tgt in one day exam de lor....unfair lorr...how can like dat de lor....ARHHHH!!!!!!

dun understand physics at ALL!!!!!!HELP!!!!!!GAHHHHH!!!!

2008-05-20T14:42:00.002+08:00

ok!4 down!7 more to go(:hahahas.

sooo seriously looking forward to holidays...dan can go out everyday lar!!hahahas
but now no plans yet..all full of camps and stuffs :/

anyways.todays paper was....ok...nt say super hard..but nt say easy...
for those who tot it was easy!gd for you(:
those who din finish the paper...its ok(:u still have emath to pull you up!work harder for it(:hahahs

ok...i just realise how simple and peaceful music can make people feel so happy and blissful...hahahs.sometimes its just thee simplest things that satisfies all our needs.

this story touched me..read it!i ever posted it on my last blogs..ahahhas.

Like any good mother, when Karen found out that another baby was on the way, she did what she could to help her 3-year-old son, Michael, prepare for a new sibling. They find out that the new baby is going to be a girl, and day after day, night after night, Michael sings to his sister in Mommy's tummy.

The pregnancy progresses normally for Karen, an active member of the Panther Creek United Methodist Church in Morristown, Tennessee. Then the labor pains come. Every five minutes, every minute. But complications arise during delivery. Hours of labor. Would a C-section be required?

Finally, Michael's little sister is born. But she is in serious condition. With siren howling in the night, the ambulance rushes the infant to the neonatal intensive care unit at St. Mary's Hospital, Knoxville, Tennessee. The days inch by. The little girl gets worse. The pediatric specialist tells the parents, "There is very little hope. Be prepared for the worst."

Karen and her husband contact a local cemetery about a burial plot. They have fixed up a special room in their home for the new baby now they plan a funeral. Michael, keeps begging his parents to let him see his sister, "I want to sing to her," he says.

Week two in intensive care. It looks as if a funeral will come before the week is over. Michael keeps nagging about singing to his sister, but kids are never allowed in Intensive Care. But Karen makes up her mind. She will take Michael whether they like it or not. If he doesn't see his sister now, he may never see her alive.

She dresses him in an oversized scrub suit and marches him into ICU. He looks like a walking laundry basket, but the head nurse recognizes him as a child and bellows, "Get that kid out of here now! No children are allowed. The mother rises up strong in Karen, and the usually mild-mannered lady glares steel-eyed into the head nurse's face, her lips a firm line.
"He is not leaving until he sings to his sister!"

Karen tows Michael to his sister's bedside. He gazes at the tiny infant losing the battle to live. And he begins to sing. In the pure hearted voice of a 3-year-old, Michael sings:
"You are my sunshine, my only sunshine, you make me happy when skies are gray..."
Instantly the baby girl responds. The pulse rate becomes calm and steady.
Keep on singing, Michael.

"You never know, dear, how much I love you, Please don't take my sunshine away..."
The ragged, strained breathing becomes as smooth as a kitten's purr.
Keep on singing, Michael.
"The other night, dear, as I lay sleeping, I dreamed I held you in my arms..."
Michael's little sister relaxes as rest, healing rest, seems to sweep over her.
Keep on singing, Michael.
Tears conquer the face of the bossy head nurse. Karen glows.

"You are my sunshine, my only sunshine. Please don't, take my sunshine away."

moral: never give up on the people you love(:

2008-05-19T16:33:00.002+08:00

according to lukee!(:replies here(:

tabby: yay!dun u feel honoured??xD
shinny!: yeah...i miss u ALOT....><
Van: yeahh.i super lazy..lazy pig.hahhas.i like this song alot!!!very nice(:simple sweet and touching!(:
LUKE: yeah lar.yeah....so lor sor..like auntie!Xp
hazel: i miss you!!and the prawns u use to peeel for us!!hols must must must go out k??LOVES!(:

2008-05-19T09:19:00.007+08:00

ok.this is gonna be an emo post..

mayb.its just a kind of relief for her.when she leaves us.
mayb.its the start of another tiringg and quarrel'ful part of life.
mayb.we have to think where the problem lies.
mayb.we have to ask for God's opinion.
mayb.we just have to pray.

life is full of ups and downs.ppl with different minds come tgt.
how can u still be so magnanimous when she treated you like a piece of rubbish?
how can u still say" she treated me like her daughter"

and yet, on the other hand, she keeps saying how bad you are.how disrespectful?
she is older, shld be more magnanimous.shld be able to see things in a different point of view.but why.she cant.she is more childish dan i think she is.why.

i really hope you will be able to live a better life somewhere.just mayb.leaving is the best choice for youu.i will miss you..

just hope everything will go soon...i cannot stand the mental torture at such a time when i m having exams.

all i want to do now....is pray.

i m very scared.what should i do...is there anyone there.help...i m drowning.
i m afraid i cnt take it anymore......too much for me...too much..

2008-05-19T00:21:00.001+08:00

ADAPT ADAPT!!!(:

NJC picture(:

I MISS IJSN!!!><

2008-05-18T21:38:00.003+08:00

hahhas.okk.i have to say first..cse i m a superb lazy person...so...i din put the links part...cse i will be super lazy to link you guys..xp

ahahhas.this was a shirt drawn by hazel!!!i still have it...

SN's love

SN's warth

SN's family

SN's classroom

SN's track

SN's choir

SN's friends

all of these will make the best memories of my life(:

nj....just have to adapt(:i guess.

anyway...now mugging.so boring!!!:(ahahhahs

here's a picture of SN TRACK!

*where we ran!we laughed!we sweat!we cried!we sang!we are loved!we dance!*

hello!!

2008-04-18T15:08:00.000+08:00

hi people!!hahhahas.this is like my very first post in my 4th blog i ever had...hahahhas

just to get away with all the emo-ness i had in my past 3 blogs....but i dno why i usually only blog when i m sad..mayb have no one i can say to...hahahhas.hopefully this will be a....AHEMS...normal wan??XD

ok!!dat is all..i m like slacking in sku now...hahahas.waiting for chinese lecture...gosh!so bored!!ahhahahs